Don’ mean to turn this post into something out of a livejournal or Xanga…
But I miss my friends. I really do.
I don’t believe a day has gone by since May where I’m not thinking about the things I said and done. All out of spite, nothing more and nothing less. I just don’t want nearly a decade of friendship to go to shit all due to some empty words that I spatted out. Not a day goes by where I don’t think about stopping by your home and apologizing but out of fear of having that apology rejected or worse so I bit my tongue and keep my distance. Not angry, not at all, just sad. I don’t think I’ve ever been this sad before in my life. I’d like nothing more than to make amends for the bullshit I’ve done and go back to how things were but I don’t that notion is mutual between the other party and myself anymore.
